I pause to write. So much is happening that I really don't know where to begin. Due to all that I could discuss I will just commence rambling at what pops into my head first--this church plant. In the past few months, I have been amazed at the way God can break me down, push my endurance through states of depression and unhappiness..only to reveal his next phase in my life. You may meet someone at any given time and feel like you have known them forever; like you were designed to be in fellowship with them. This is how I feel about this group of people. While it has been weeks and not years--I feel at home amongst my new church family. It is so exciting to witness the reaction to our core group expansion and see the new families that are aligning with a vision for this church. The high school and middle school students have inspired me at a point in my youth ministry career where it takes a lot to energize me. For once, I am able to engage in relationships and spend time with 20-somethings that I adore. I have the continuing support of families that are interested in how my hopes and desires align with the overall ministry vision. Basically, God is good..I am thrilled..He is leading..I am at home again.
The past few weeks have brought about some interesting developments in area youth ministry. I find myself feeling two tugs upon my heart-#1 with the students of the church plant and #2 at Lake Highland--and this is definitely a "God-thing" because I wasn't even looking at this. As a related aside, I am speaking at the Lake Highland/Lake Brantley Savor Retreat for Student Venture in Daytona Beach March 24-26. Now, if only to prayerfully consider how to invest my limited amount of time and through what vehicle, whether it be Young Life, Student Venture, or something else.....and after a "chance" meeting last night...that vehicle is becoming clearer. For the last week, we have been entertaining a prospective youth pastor, Timothy "TA" Ateek, from Austin, Texas. I must say this guy is solid..and it was SO encouraging to spend time conversing with someone that understands true Young Life and the church/para-church relationship. OK-enough about ministry (did I say I'm in a good place?)
Next up--World Promotional Services, my latest occupational endeavor. "World" is a good choice for company name, because I feel like I am tackling the globe in a sales capacity. I have(and am currently) covered a lot of ground. It's soothing to have a positive outlet to channel my drive again and love how my job allows me to interact with people. SO if you or anyone you know are in the market for photo athletic balls, shirts, or any other promotional product, come to me.
Lastly--the obligatory random thought section--I hate the little toe on my left foot that is disproportionate to the rest of my toes. I love a good slice of NY style pizza. My favorite jeans have seen better days. You would be hard pressed to find a better illustration of unconditional love and loyalty than a dog. I count the cameras in the ceiling at large stores and make faces at the ATM cameras. I love thinking into the future 5, 10, 25 years. Some people will always drive me crazy. What I wouldnt give to have clear and consistent cell phone signal on a daily basis. If I get one more stinkin email address..I'm gonna go postal. My friend Ramir at the Kwik Stop on Lakemont Ave adds consistency to my day. Funny how I never carry any cash and charge everything. Why do I have to write every thought down and list tasks out? Clean laundry seems to turn dirty again. Someone needs to find out where all the pens disappear to and resell them. TiVo (DVR) is one of the greatest inventions to date. As of late, there is quality television out there: 24, American Idol, CSI's, Flip this House, Offshore Adventures. I may never kick my addiction to and reliance upon Mountain Dew. You should download the Matt White cd. Trident Orange/Kiwi has changed my life on a comporable level to Kobe's Steakhouse. I will be 21 (legitimately) in less than 2 weeks. You know youre real friends when you pick up where you left off after extended absences. Certain ministries and organizations continue to disappoint me and let me down. Annoying irony: a camp speaker taking public speaking 101 (yes-me). If you have read this much and made it thus far...I appreciate you.
Post script: I'm in Palm Beach watching the waves and strolling the streets of familiarity.
Matt, you have an amazing heart! I'm blessed to call you friend and am excited for you as you begin (and enjoy) this new season of life...
Posted by: Leslie | March 10, 2006 at 11:35 PM